Lack of time & Lack of fresh ideas

I hereby declare that this blog will be going on a one month hiatus and a new post will be posted on the 1st of December in case I do not decide to come back earlier.

Not the usual type & Not the end but another ending still with two beginnings following shortly after

Will you walk the ground or tunnel under it while I descend from above? I am no god, no... I am a creep just like you, unless you are an outcast. If you are, then what or whom do you follow? If you are not then what leads you? Maybe you will descend with me instead? We won't be allies - just alike, and in the end it's all a matter of preference anyhow.
How shall we go about it, slowly maybe? That is a matter of experience, however, no matter the speed, the more experienced one will always come out ahead. Is it fair then? I guess not, unless we start the journey together. The steps we take will be long compared to common steps but diminutive in the long run. Do you like small steps like I do? Will our combined effort reduce the distance our minds have to wander in order to complete just one step? Will you want to try tapping numerous steps in one go? I will not make it easy for you!
How broad is your foot, how broad your view? Do you rely on nimble moves and reflexes or on your knowledge instead? Will you be nervous when you can't see me? Will you wall yourself in and lose control? Maybe you want to do that to me instead? Can you scare me? Try, please try... I will learn swiftly after every defeat. I hope you will too because taking the lead and keeping it all along will bore me to death and you will win when I am dead! Is that your clever trick maybe?
We will see...
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FOUR is the last number that completes the sentence. Did you find the obscured numbers in all the posts after I revealed "Karma"? Eleven posts completed the sentence and you can feel free to write the answer below. Eleven posts also completed the two not so well hidden secret sentences in the headings. Did you find them? I'm glad if you did.
I will now try to stay clear of hidden things for a while and just focus on writing, because even if I lived a nearly perfect life I'd still lack time like everybody does. How bothersome...
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Contact me and spread the word...

It is the dream & They spin obscure fates, those mysterious fatespinners, yes they do...

It is the dream

It is the dream that
makes the life worthwhile,
the joy of success, the joy of progress.
Like the knife and the scream,
me and my self-esteem,
and the penny and the dime,
and a pantomime
without a tongue...
...sung in the lyrics of a song,
the dream and the long-long
feeling of joy go together.
And never will fate
come to me, state
her business,
for I you see
am free.

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I hope you liked that short poem. It is about time I put some effort into writing this blog - never mind that I wrote it in the very latest ten minutes I could afford. What I wanted to say with that, however, is similar to Albert Camus' idea of the meaning of life. One must create his or her own meaning in life and rejoice. No, I haven't found one yet. I guess it'll take about five years. But when you live for beauty then nothing really matters... Anyone can see I am happy.